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[02 Nov 2009|12:50am] hey livejournal, contrary to popular belief, I am alive. I do have a conscience. I am sorry. That pretty much sums it up. 1 Said| Don't Break the Tradition.

[05 Mar 2007|02:54am] wow. I haven't been this depressed in over a year. I think I like to torture myself. eat/sleep/work/school/smoke. This weeks schedule: Sun 830-500 Mon 1200-830 Tues School - 100-700 Wed 1200-830 Thurs School - 100-700 Fri 200-830 Sat 1030-830 lfsjdhlnsdsfsdglsjdgsakgdshjkagdnjE-RAGEsdlfgkjsdflghdsfgjk 1 Said| Don't Break the Tradition.

[04 Mar 2007|01:21am] I look alive, I'm dead inside. My heart has holes and black blood flows. We'll do some drugs, we'll fall in love and get fucked up while the world just shrugs. Don't Break the Tradition.

[18 Feb 2007|06:04pm] Heh. Anna Nicole Smith, deceased. Daniel Smith, deceased. Howard K. Stern, refuses paternity test. Dan od'd the day his "sister" was born, wonder why...? Anna nicole smith od's a few months later, right around the same time she was going to be forced to give her daughters dna up for testing as to, who is the father? Although they say it is Howard K. Stern, he refuses a paternity test, but other people want paternity tests, and personally, I think they are killing themselves because they were afraid of the truth coming out, Daniella Nicole Smith is the daughter of Ms. Anna Nicole Smith, and Mr. Daniel Michael Smith. It's crazy, but it's crazy enough to make sense. Think about it, Anna Nicole was a class-less hick(incestous tendancies from the start). 1 Said| Don't Break the Tradition.

[15 Feb 2007|07:03pm] I can't wait to get really drunk and make some bad decisions. 9 Said| Don't Break the Tradition.

[21 Jan 2007|08:35pm] Because these are my last words and this is my last breath I'd give you everything If there was something left I have nothing left to prove and I will live with my regrets I'd give you everything If there was something left Don't Break the Tradition.

[07 Jan 2007|04:47pm] I'm obnoxious, motherfucker can't you tell run through Little Havannah yelling: 'Viva Fidel' jerking off at the sheets when I stay at hotels drinking bacardi at AA meetings, smoking a L I'm broke as hell my attitude is no good like working for white people after watching rosewood swallow mecenary, I don't care how I get richer like American companies that did business with Hitler get the picture nigga, I'm the best of both worlds without the hidden camera, and the 12 year old girl at stage at your basics, you aren't half the man that I am I throw your gang sign up, and then I'll spit on my hand give me a hundred grand, give me your watch, give me your chain that's your girl, bitch get over here, give me some brain I'll bust of on her face, and right after the segment she'll propably rub it in her pussy, trying to get herself pregnant I said it I meant it, that's the way I deal with enemies like pro lifers, that support the death penalty and don't talk about war, when niggaz know that your pus a fucking hipocrit draft charger like George Bush don't push me nigga, cuz I'm close to the edge and I'll jump of with a rope that's wrapped around your head send a death feedaz to my ex on valentines day the safety's off nigga, so get the fuck out my way Obnoxious nigga, murderous lyrics I know that you hear it now that I'm getting closer and closer I know that you feel it your eating off rap, and I hope you choke on your gimmick niggaz said hip hop was dead but I awoken the spirit we're taking it, back in the day to the golden age when wack motherfuckers used to get thrown off stage Immortal Technique, I made this the bump in your ride or burn it off the internet, and bump it outside nigga, we keeping it live, we keeping it live we keeping it live, we keeping it live burn it off the fucking internet, and bump it outside yeah nigga Look motherfucker, my words damage an slaughter a raging alcoholic like the presidents daughters disgusting flows like third world country tap water but before I hit the border, someone give me a quarter cuz I'm a prank call, cop shot just for kicks payback for everytime that they called me a spit and Porturigan chicks told me that I fuck like i'm loco and dominiquin women call me the 'Rompe Todo' they call me 'Assioso' I'd rather get fired than quit I get unemployment, you work and we making the same shit how dare you niggaz critise the way that I spit you coffee shop revolutionary son of a bitch but you know what the fuck I think is just pathetic and gay when niggaz speculate what the fuck 'Pac would say you don't know shit, about a dead mans perspective and talking shit will get your neckbone disconnected disrespected niggaz don't show no love why you trying to be hardcore, you fucking homo-thug and don't be sensitive and angry at the shit that I wrote cuz if you can take a fucking dick, you can take a joke I choke your friends in front of you, to prove that you fallen off and you won't do shit about it, like the church during the holocaust calitsnacortch (?) machine gun flow that I fire obnoxious untill they shoot me on the day I retire Obnoxious nigga, murderous lyrics I know that you hear it now that I'm getting closer and closer I know that you feel it your eating off rap, and I hope you choke on your gimmick niggaz said hip hop was dead but I awoken the spirit we're taking it, back in the day to the golden age when wack motherfuckers used to get thrown off stage Immortal Technique, I made this the bump in your ride or burn it off the internet, and bump it outside nigga, we keeping it live, we keeping it live we keeping it live, we keeping it live burn it off the fucking internet, and bump it outside yeah nigga Daaamn homie, in high school I beat the shit out of you and your man homie your girl wanna blow me and don't even know me she lonely and she thinks your a phony I take a piss on a development deal from Sony, or Def Jam cuz your like all of the rest man this ain't a verse it's shit talk at the end of the song and you can suck a dick if you think I ended it wrong fuck you and I'm gone, ha ha ha Don't Break the Tradition.

[02 Jan 2007|02:33am] Well, I personally believe that more often than not, people do the exact opposite of what they say they are going to, as a new years resolution. Thus, My New Years Resolution is to gain 40 pounds. It will work, Watch. Don't Break the Tradition.

[10 Sep 2005|01:48am] [ music | The Calendar Hung Itself. ] Add me first! Comment to be added! Does he kiss your eyelids in the morning? 10 Said| Don't Break the Tradition.

[16 Jul 2005|11:28am] Going away. bbl. Call and T/m me. I'll be bored and staring at walls a vast majority of the time. 3988406 1 Said| Don't Break the Tradition.

[16 Jul 2005|01:43am] If I could I would shrink myself and sink through your skin to your blood cells and remove whatever makes you hurt but I am too weak to be your cure. Can't really find more appropriate lyrics than that. 2 Said| Don't Break the Tradition.

[14 Jul 2005|01:50am] fucking yeah yo. three good times on 3 days. fucking yeah,. JT. I effin love you, And i am so hap;p;y i finally got t5o meet you cristans. 4 Said| Don't Break the Tradition.

. [12 Jul 2005|12:43am] Fuckin Yeah man. Good times tonight. 11 Said| Don't Break the Tradition.

Heh. [26 May 2005|05:52pm] My mother just said to my little brother that: He is her last hope. He is going to thank her for his success. Mike has not become sucessful yet. I am not going to be sucessful. And yes, those were direct quotes. Well, i am glad someone has faith in me. *end sarcasm* 4 Said| Don't Break the Tradition.

Darn. [26 May 2005|05:36pm] Well, I just realized, I am destined to go nowhere in life. My life is falling apart, let me sharea list with you. I am failing english for the year. I have not applied for any colleges. My eagle project is going nowhere. I work one day a week, and my financial status shows it. Prom is coming up, i have not gotten a tux, or tickets. I lost all faith in humanity. I hit a retarded kid, and didn't regret it. I dream of beating people to an inch from death, or sometimes, a mile into it, Almost everynight. I am just so apathetic to it all. I just don't care. I have lost my willpower. Fuck it. I'm out. 4 Said| Don't Break the Tradition.

Heh. [25 Feb 2005|11:06pm] [ mood | blah ] [ music | SLR IS RELIGIOUS!(lol Jenn) ] I don't really have a lot of time here. But I just wanted to write about one thing really quick. What does the game "hard to get" mean to you? To me, It just confuses the fuck out of me. I really like this girl, but she like, Maybe i read too far into body language, or actions. I just don't know. I have gift, or a curse, Which ever you prefer too call it. I read people like books. Ask any of my close friends, i can give a complete thought process over a simple action such as the way someone hugged, Pickup up a pen, Ate a piece of Pizza. And sure, from a far, it sounds great, but it really does suck because I can never trick myself into thinking that something didn't happen for a reason. If that made any sense. 9 Said| Don't Break the Tradition.

Acess, Denied! [04 Nov 2004|10:54pm] [ mood | confused ] [ music | Chicago softcore scene. ] Comment to be added. you know the drill. (remember to add me first!) 20 Said| Don't Break the Tradition.

Friends only. [25 Sep 2004|01:06pm] [ music | Lover I don't have to love - Bright Eyes. ] Ask to be added. 12 Said| Don't Break the Tradition.

[23 Sep 2004|06:38pm] join emo_ecstacy 1 Said| Don't Break the Tradition.

god. [22 Sep 2004|03:26pm] Apparently, i need to stop blaming my problems on people other than myself, because i can never admit i am wrong, i have to spread my problems to other people. Or atleast, thats what my mother says. I wonder, is she right? 5 Said| Don't Break the Tradition.

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